He looked at Song Ge and asked, "Don't you feel even the slightest bit panicked? You seem quite happy from the look of you." Song Ge got even angrier, but then she thought carefully. She shouldn't get so angry with this kind of person.
"Do I need to show panic in front of this kind of person? No, I don't."
Suddenly, Song Ge became extremely calm and looked at Ji Qingzhen in front of her. Although she was very angry inside, it was something she couldn't change.
"Hehe." Ji Qingzhen let out two soft scoffs.
"Why do you always make yourself like this and be so cruel to yourself?"
Thinking that they had been chatting for so long, Song Ge decided to ask more questions. She looked at Ji Qingzhen in front of her, and her expression suddenly changed.
"Do you know how my elder brother ruined himself?" He stared at Song Ge angrily, his eye sockets turning red as if he was extremely sad.
"Why?" Song Ge asked him. Looking at Ji Qingzhen's appearance, she thought he had changed into another personality. After taking a closer look at his expression, she realized it was still his original personality.
"Isn't it because of that woman in the ward? You don't know how painful my elder brother was every day." Ji Qingzhen stared wide - eyed and walked step by step towards Song Ge.
"Do you mean Leng Jing?"
Song Ge looked at Ji Qingzhen in front of her in surprise. She couldn't believe that a man would become like that for Leng Jing.
"Who else? My elder brother couldn't sleep at night because of her. He stayed up late every day. You have no idea how much it hurt me to see his dark circles getting worse day by day."
Song Ge really couldn't understand Ji Qingzhen's feelings. She also didn't expect that his elder brother had endured so much. "You don't understand. Did you just see Zhai Cheng's state? My heart was as complicated as his painful look just now."
After Ji Qingzhen said this, Song Ge understood his current mood. So that was why he always wanted to take revenge.
"But you can't become like this just because of your elder brother. Your current state, your elder brother in heaven definitely wouldn't want to see."
Ji Qingzhen didn't care about these things at all. Thinking of how kind his elder brother had been to him in the past, but then indulged in alcohol all day long for that woman and had to pretend not to care during the day.
"Why should I care about these things? What would you do to me if Leng Jing died on the operating table today?"
Thinking of the look on Zhai Cheng's face in front of the doctor, Song Ge knew that Ji Qingzhen was also very sad at this moment.
Seeing that Song Ge couldn't answer, he laughed. "Do you not know how to answer me now? Do you think I'm just like you guys before Leng Jing's operation?"
Repeatedly questioned by Ji Qingzhen, Song Ge had nothing to say. So he and Zhai Cheng had the same feelings.
"You guys simply can't understand my feelings. Although some of the things I've done are really excessive, it hasn't achieved the effect I want yet. I will keep doing it."
Song Ge was very angry. "Why do you have to keep doing this? Can't you change yourself? Moreover, your elder brother has already left. Do you still want to torture others and make them experience this kind of feeling?"
She didn't want Ji Qingzhen to continue like this, because if he did, it wouldn't be good for anyone. It would be better for Ji Qingzhen to repent earlier.
"Do you think it's possible for me to repent? This is definitely an impossible thing for me. I must take revenge." Song Ge looked into Ji Qingzhen's eyes.
She could feel that Ji Qingzhen's determination to take revenge was really strong. He never thought of giving it up for a moment.
"If you don't like your elder brother suffering such treatment, why do you want to bring this kind of treatment to others? You clearly know how painful that kind of treatment is."
Song Ge spoke to Ji Qingzhen gently, hoping that he could let go of his personal feud and live a good life.
"You can't understand how my elder brother indulged in alcohol all day long because of Leng Jing and pretended not to care about anything. You really can't experience that kind of feeling, let alone if that person is your relative."
Listening to Ji Qingzhen constantly emphasizing this, Song Ge actually understood his feelings, but she didn't want him to continue.
"I know your feelings and can understand them. But if everyone takes a step back, wouldn't it be better?" Ji Qingzhen thought Song Ge was joking.
"What you said sounds like a joke. If Leng Jing died on the operating table today, I don't even know what Zhai Cheng would do to me."
Song Ge had nothing to say.
He was right. His desire for revenge was also reasonable.
"But you can't keep doing this. It will affect your whole life." Ji Qingzhen shook his head.
"How could it affect my whole life? As long as I do what I want to do well and leave no trace, it won't affect me." Ji Qingzhen said it so lightly, as if his eyes were filled with the word "revenge".
"Sigh." Song Ge sighed. She really didn't understand, because such a thing had never happened to her.
But she hoped that the two of them could live well. They couldn't keep taking revenge like this. It was not good for anyone.
"Do you know? I was really happy when I was with my elder brother before. My elder brother was the only relative in the world who was really kind to me. Now even this only one is gone." There was a hint of loss in Ji Qingzhen's eyes.
Standing beside him, Song Ge always felt that Ji Qingzhen was a bit hard to figure out, neither completely good nor completely bad.
"But my elder brother almost died because of Leng Jing, but he was still alive. You can't understand that feeling. And for me, this is also a kind of pain that you can't understand."
Ji Qingzhen let out a long sigh. He had done so many things just for revenge.
He also didn't know when such days would end, but he knew that he had to keep going and must avenge the past.
Now Song Ge understood Ji Qingzhen a bit, but she had also said a lot to him. For Ji Qingzhen, it was simply a waste of breath.
"Don't you ever think about living a good life? Now Leng Jing has been saved. If you live well, everyone will definitely be very happy."
Ji Qingzhen was not willing. He told Song Ge not to have such ideas anymore. He wouldn't even think about it.
Song Ge stood beside him, feeling extremely helpless.