The sound of the seat - belt being unbuckled lasted only a second. Before Feng Qing could react, Sheng Yan was already right in front of her.
He flipped her hands up and pinned them against the car window. His whole body was almost pressing on Feng Qing. She was trapped by him and couldn't move. She also roughly knew that it was her words just now that had enraged Sheng Yan.
She was firmly in his control and began to gasp for breath because of struggling. "What? Can't you even listen to these words?"
Sheng Yan looked extremely angry. His breathing grew heavier and his eyes gradually turned red, like a wolf searching for food in the dark. "Shut up!"
But Feng Qing clearly intended to go all out. She still fanned the flames of Sheng Yan's anger, dancing on the edge of a knife. "I've never been an innocent girl, right? Didn't you already know that when we were in bed back then!"
"Shut up! Shut up! I told you to shut up!" Sheng Yan didn't want to recall the last night they had together five years ago at all. He shouted at Feng Qing to shut up.
He was like a madman, and Feng Qing was no less crazy.
Sheng Yan still held her hands. He became even more agitated because she mentioned that night five years ago. The scenes of that night seemed to reappear in front of his eyes again, but he didn't feel happy at all. All his memories of that night, all his memories of that relationship, every single one of them, could be shattered by Feng Qing's departure and finally turned into nothing.
How could she! Five years later, still talk about all this so calmly?
Feng Qing looked at him with a sneer on her face all the time. Let's hurt each other. Come on. If she was afraid, she wouldn't be Feng Qing.
Her hands were locked above her head, but her face was full of contempt and arrogance. Even when Sheng Yan touched her neck, she still chose to remain silent.
She wasn't unfamiliar with what would happen next. She was reluctant, but she just refused to plead for mercy.
It would just be a bit humiliating. Maybe after Sheng Yan took his revenge and found that she was nothing special now, he would never bother with her again. For her, it might even be a good thing.
Sheng Yan planted many eager and emotionless kisses on her neck. After getting no response from Feng Qing for a long time, he gradually calmed down and realized what madness he was in.
He slowly stopped his actions, looked up at Feng Qing, and met a pair of sad eyes.
Almost instantly, all his anger faded away, and a chill quickly enveloped him.
Sheng Yan thought she would cry for help or shed tears because of humiliation, but he didn't expect Feng Qing's reaction to be different from any he had anticipated.
She was very calm, even calmer than when she deliberately provoked him just now. She didn't even struggle after he took action.
She didn't enjoy being treated like this, but she accepted it.
Looking into Sheng Yan's eyes, she asked him in a flat tone, "Are you satisfied?"
Sheng Yan didn't say a word. He silently released her hands and slowly moved away from her, sitting back in his own seat.
Feng Qing finally had a chance to tidy up her clothes. Her hair was already in a mess, and her dress was full of wrinkles. When she looked into the mirror, she saw the marks on her neck and collarbone.
She closed her eyes tightly, holding back her emotions. After a long time, she spoke in the silent car, "I want to go home."
"That's impossible." Sheng Yan refused her without even thinking.
"Do I need to remind you that I'm still a human being? I'm not a mindless animal. Do you want me to go to the banquet with the hickeys you left on me, so that everyone in Luocheng can trample on me, or do you hope that I'll leave Luocheng again like I did five years ago?"
Only then did Sheng Yan notice the ambiguous marks on her body exposed to the air. Just now he had lost his mind, wanting to take revenge on Feng Qing, and completely forgotten that they were going to a banquet later.
Naturally, he wouldn't let Feng Qing go out and meet people in this state. Sheng Yan silently took off his coat and wanted to put it on Feng Qing's shoulders, but she dodged.
"Hypocritical."
"If you also want to expose all these things to everyone's eyes, I won't force you to put on the coat."
Of course Feng Qing was worried. She still cared about her reputation and knew how many people would talk about her if she went out. Thanks to Sheng Yan, she had to accept his hypocritical kindness. Sheng Yan was really extremely despicable.
Sheng Yan sent Feng Qing home and then went to the banquet alone.
Feng Qing turned on the shower and let the cold water pour on her head. After standing under it for God - knows - how long, she felt her body starting to feel weak. Then she slowly turned off the shower, dried herself off, and lay back on the bed.
Looking at the cute shadows of the small ornaments on the ceiling, reflected by the table lamp, Feng Qing blinked her eyes and sighed deeply in her heart.
It must be a fateful entanglement between her and Sheng Yan.
At the very beginning, she shouldn't have had any thoughts about Sheng Yan, whether it was when she needed help after returning to China or when she impulsively decided to have a May - December romance five years ago.
At the very beginning, she should have stayed far away from Sheng Yan.
The 200,000 yuan she left behind back then had now become the knives that Sheng Yan stabbed into her.
***
"My dear daughter, you told Dad before that you wanted to go abroad for further study. Now Dad has already applied for a school for you. You should set off right away."
Feng Shengyang's call came early in the morning after that incident. Feng Qing was still in a daze when she heard such a sudden arrangement.
"This is too sudden, Dad. Why does it have to be now?" Feng Qing looked at Sheng Yan still sleeping soundly on the bed. Although her mood had improved a bit, her brows were knitted tighter and tighter.
She knew that Dad had his reasons for doing things, but such a sudden departure without any explanation made her not know how to explain it to others.
"Dad doesn't have time to explain so much to you. You should come home right away."
On the way home, Feng Qing still thought that this matter could be discussed further. She had no idea that as soon as she got home, her father would send her to the airport.
Her father couldn't give a clear reason. She only knew that her father looked a bit pale and was very anxious and concerned about this matter.
Before she left, her father specifically told her, "Don't tell anyone why you're leaving. If possible, it's best to leave quietly."
"But why?"
"There's no why. You just need to know that Dad is doing this for your own good. Be a good girl and listen to me."
Feng Qing was just muddled into the decision of going abroad. Before she left, Sheng Yan found her. She didn't know what else to say, so she could only pretend to be cool and break up with him.
At that time, she thought, isn't it just a breakup? What's so difficult about it? Anyway, according to other students at school, she was already known as a heartbreaker.
She thought that was the end of her and Sheng Yan.
But Feng Qing five years ago didn't know that the two - month relationship that ended without a proper conclusion, the 200,000 yuan that was meant to be kind but was regarded as humiliation, would later sharpen Sheng Yan's hatred even more.
Feng Qing slowly opened her eyes. Her eyes were clear, and a tear slowly fell from the corner of her eye and disappeared on the pillow.
Feng Qing felt uncomfortable all over and just couldn't fall asleep. As soon as she closed her eyes, she saw Sheng Yan's hysterical appearance.
She was afraid.
She didn't dare to see such a Sheng Yan.
"Sheng Yan, do I really owe you something?"