Xiao Qiu.
It's been a long time. By the time you receive this letter, I'll no longer be in this world.
First of all, I'd like to say sorry to you. I haven't contacted you for so long not because I've forgotten you. It's just that I'm ill now, and I really don't want to bother you with this.
Given your personality, if you knew about my current physical condition, you'd surely come here to see me regardless of anything.
I was poisoned by the Golden Silkworm Gu and then drugged with a curse.
The Golden Silkworm Gu was the work of Xia Qingyan. But at that time, he was also bewitched by others, which was why he poisoned me.
He didn't expect that I'd be drugged with a curse later.
Please don't blame this on him. Nominally, he's my elder brother. Since he is, I hope you'll think of me and don't go looking for trouble with him.
By the way, Xiao Qiu.
I've been looking for a mysterious man in purple robes, but I still have no leads. Originally, I wanted to keep investigating, but as you know, with my current physical condition, I'm just unable to do so. In my last days, I want to stay with the person I love.
I wonder how you're doing in Loulan now.
Lord Moyan is a bit fierce, but he always puts Loulan first and its interests above everything else. Many times, he's been strict with you, but it's ultimately for your own good. Please don't bear a grudge against him.
Now that I'm in my last days, after much thought, I realize that in this world, I don't know who to talk to at this moment.
Previously, I was really disappointed in you when I found out that you'd been hunting monsters and hiding all those massacres from me.
I thought that I shouldn't be as intimate with you as before so that you'd know I didn't like what you were doing.
Strangely enough, when I picked up the pen, after considering a bunch of people in my mind, I still chose you in the end.
I want to tell you that you don't need to care about the worldly opinions. In my heart, you're still that kind Xiao Qiu.
You're not the ill - omen of Ruoqiang. I hope it's not too late when you receive this letter. Ruoqiang must be preserved. It holds your memories and mine.
More importantly, it's mother's home.
Xiao Qiu, speaking of mother, you should like her too. She doted on you very much. At least from your childhood to adulthood, she cherished you in the palm of her hand and shielded you from so many hardships.
She's also my mother. Xiao Qiu, based on what I know about you, you shouldn't do anything excessive to mother, right?
By the way, I forgot to ask you.
The last time I went to Loulan to get the Starlight Grass, you said you'd come to find me. But I waited for you in the inn for more than ten days and didn't see you.
Later, I had no choice. The Starlight Grass was about to sprout, so I had to guard it on the desert border. I spent my last night there.
When I was leaving, I even thought about whether I should go back to see you, but by then, the poison in my body had already started to spread, and I was really unable to do so.
When I left, I saw Lord Moyan.
He said a few words to me, but don't worry. Those words had nothing to do with you. I guess you were probably very busy, which was why you didn't come to see me.
I'm leaving.
I wanted the Starlight Grass to save Xia Qingyan. We share some of the same blood.
I originally wanted to ask him some useful information about the mysterious man in purple robes when he woke up, but after he woke up, he said he didn't see the man's face clearly either.
It was really all for nothing.
I know that you're very dedicated to cultivation, so I asked our master for a divine beast for you.
Our master promised me that when your spiritual power reaches the ninth rank, he'll give you Hundun as your contracted divine beast.
I don't know why I'm telling you so much.
I just thought of you as soon as I picked up the pen.
When I first came here and saw you, I thought you were extremely kind. You're so beautiful that one dares not look directly at you for fear of desecrating you.
Maybe you don't know that at first, I approached you with awe. I knew from the very beginning that you were the real Luo Qiu.
From then on, I always believed that you couldn't be the bane of Ruoqiang. You're so kind. How could you do something like destroying more than a hundred cities in Ruoqiang?
I should have told you this in person, but at the last moment, I was still a bit selfish.
During my time here, all my time was dedicated to everyone.
I'd like to keep this last bit of time for myself.
I want to stay by Buran's side.
Xiao Qiu, there's my spiritual power on this letter. As my body fades away, this letter will surely be brought to you by the remaining spiritual power.
If you receive this letter, I don't beg you to stop. It's your choice. I just hope that you think carefully before you act.
Think about whether you should do it and whether you'll feel uneasy after you do it.
I won't say more.
If you ever meet the man in purple robes, please be extremely careful of him.
Your sister,
End of letter.
Luo Qiu finished reading the letter.
At first, when Luo Qiu started reading the letter, Moyan almost covered his ears and didn't dare to listen to a single word. It was not until his name was mentioned.
He had said so many harsh things to her, but in the letter, she didn't blame him at all.
Maybe she was really disappointed in him. She only mentioned him briefly.
Luo Qiu spread the letter out in front of Moyan.
"The mysterious man in purple robes. That person is you, isn't it, Lord Moyan?"
Moyan let out a bitter laugh. As he laughed, tears rolled down his face.
It was him.
The man in purple robes was him.
He had set up a huge scheme and involved everyone from the very beginning. But he didn't expect that he'd fall in love with one of the pawns.
Watching her play beside him, listening to her care for him when she was a child, and then seeing her grow up.
Step by step, he was gradually trapped.
When he gave her the head - ornament, he just wanted to see her every move.
It was not until he saw her kiss that man.
He lost control.
He went to the Wuwang Sea to find her.
But she showed no sign of repentance. She even questioned him about why he gave her such a head - ornament.
What made him feel even more humiliated was that he was no match for that man.
This made Moyan feel betrayed.
That was why when he made his later plans, he wanted to take revenge on her.
He wanted to use others to trample on Luo Feiyan's self - esteem. Only in the end would she realize who was the best person to her in the world.
Only then would she come back and return to his side.
That was what he originally thought.
He never meant to kill her.
"Lord Moyan, do you know that human emotions are the most difficult to control?"
Take Xia Qingyan for example. After having such strong emotions, he lost control and planted the Golden Silkworm Gu on Zhao Shuning because of An Yun's bewitchment.
And An Yun taught Xia Qingyan such a vicious method because she resented Xia Yun for being with Gu Qingqing.
"Lord Moyan, you thought you had everything under control, but actually, you miscalculated everything. I still have to congratulate you because in this whole thing, you've succeeded for the most part."